7/07/2004
.:. Me....the worst topic i could think of.... .:.
Me....the worst topic i could think of....
heya blog...
oh well, i just wanted to start me blog (officially) by talking about my self.
hahaha...yah, im can be one hell of a vain person. but hey...it counts to be confident.
you can call me -yaj-, the reverse of my nick...
to start things, im tall....hahaha. tall and practically lean. i sport a messy hair and pretty much tanned. Im not cute...despite the fact i refuse to think such. i mean i could be...but...hahaha. never mind. i told you am vain...haay, im not good with descriptive words...
so you just have to meet me in person. besides im getting bored with writting about myself.
friends say im friendly, touchy (most girls notice it...hahaha...)...malambing sa salitang tagalog. i know how to drive a good conversation and can drive people crazy at the same time. i talk alot...i love to talk...esp with people hu pretend they can stand me. but it all depends on the mood...i guess there are moments where i rather sit alone and think. oh and i love thinking..daydream actually..
i reminisce....i dream big...i complicate stuff. i dont think intellectual stuff...no no no..
i like thinking about situations...real life situations. then i complicate it by what if questions....hahaha.
heres an example...
a friend sent me a msg about love and i couldnt help but react....
oh well...ill post that later.
im a certified hopeless romantic. i dnt know...i never was smart about love...hahaha...never mind. im still bitter.
people, on the other hand, find me intelligent. i guess i really do work myself to excel in several subjects. but i really have to hand it to God's help and my insecurities (i dont trust myself when i study....i drive myself to hard)...and maybe by just being inspired.
but as of now...
im lazy. i just wana sleep and think...
im depressed maybe...(no! i will not ruin my blog by mixing "that" kinda stuff...not just yet//..)
im an utopian addict. its an internet game...not like ragnorok or the like...its preety much complicated so i better not explain it. well, thats the very reason why im online atleast once a day. sometimes every 12 hours..
hey, i cant help it. its my form of release...
hmmm...but as of the moment, its a drug.
i love coffee and the color orange. id make the perfect cafe my tamabyan...(that should include music of my taste.) Orange on the other hand is something i cant get over with..esp wen its paired up with blue.hahaha...SUNSETS! i love them.
im a self acclaimed heaven fanatic..
i love the stars and the moon. sunsets, sunrise...
clouds....
wla lng...its really connected with being a hopeless romantic....
i currently am affiliated with the universities ARNIS varsity. but am not really good at it. but atleast i train for the varsity...
im also with the NAVIGATORS>..thats a chrisitain org.
i dont want to say im rely religious or holy (i know im not)...
but i know i have strong faith....im just not vocal nor do i flunt it. ahhaha....never mind.
oh well...
im kinda tired...thats all for today...
losing my grip. [7:04 PM]
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