8/16/2005
.:. ghost .:.
i slowly weather away to nothingness. to exist in meaningless. to find meaning in nonexistence. i walk in a blur of time, unseen, unfelt... i slowly fade into the rushing crowd. without goodbyes, noone has to notice. She'll simply forget. a long forgotten stain in the near white canvas of her life. i slowly drown myself..there'll be no reason for hapiness now. im dead in life, a spirit trapped in the physical world bound by lungs that still breath and a cold heart that stubbornly beats. i slowly dissolve in space. with a hope that faintly echoes "i love you, i love you...still."
losing my grip. [9:38 AM]
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