weheee....
jomar told me i was happy..
oh well, i am.
yesterday, i was able to talk to kuya joey about my doubts in joining the org. luckily...he did convince me to NOT join the org...and any other academic org. he is pretty much concerned with my priorities and my academic status. hahaha...haay, i really appreciate what he did. though at first i was still confused with what to do...i impulsively gave him my tickler as not to tempt myself to continue joining the org. AND IT WORKED....hahaha. i know im eating my own words on my dislike on "quitters" but oh well...i never felt so "free" since the day i presented.
drawbacks? plenty actually...but i was able to formally defer in front of most of the mem comm. hehehe...atleast that wouldnt make me look so coward. it was funny how the mem comm stil tried to convince me by saying that it would be ok if i had already plenty obligations...etc etc...
but i got away with being so ideally self righteous. hahaha...and also with a white lie that my dad has restricted me from joining the org. (but im pretty sure he would, he just doesnt know that i am..haay, bad tlga ako.)
about the drawbacks...
man...you should have seen the reaction on moya's face. haay....
the way she reacted when i told her im presenting was the exact intensity when she found out that i was quitting. she walked out on me...wow, that was the last reaction i was expecting...
oh well, it did not totally affect me....aside from the fact that i was actually slack-jawed when she walked away...(it kinda turned me off...)hahaha...
but oh well...i guess she really wanted me to join the org and i gave her high hopes...etc etc. bad me..
oh well...im really sorry moya...
sna...never mind. it kinda feels so mbabaw that she wouldnt befriend me bcoz im not part of her org. oh well...it'll pass. I hope...
but i do plan to apologize.
anyways...
got 50/50 in kuya joeys class...hahaha. boy that was nice...it felt even better when i was able to feel really happy (even if i didnt have to flaunt it, w/c i would never; sir joey described the class performance as a disaster!!!)....bcoz sir joey did not announce my score. it was my first time not to feel conscious and nhhiya sa mga accomplishments ko (no false humility!hehehe...)
but that got me the momentum. i already had my bio101 exam and just awhile ago i had my vmcb124 exam. they went swell...easy and straightforward but i still feel i failed to memorize several concepts...and a few of my answers were a bit "rusty". oh...well...i feel the momentum.
plus jomar's presence as my roommate really does help. slept 3am earlier this morning. haay...
im tired. im sorry about yesterday. i wasnt able to make a post because i got stranded at the baker hall after training. had real fun hanging out with the varsity...it made me realize that i really dnt need another org to "make new friends"...dapat contento na ako!!!
oh dear...two hours na ako d2. my head is aching. i think i just need to sleep.
SEE YOU TOMORROW....
kip kewl...
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