I HATE YOU! if dont even want to care anymore..i have more important people to be concerned about...
I HATE YOU! why is it so hard to show you care, that in words - i speak what every friend would...painful and frank but in the end, its your happiness i want to ensure..
I HATE YOU! for making me care, for allowing me to care and for not allowing me to when you needed it the most..
I HATE YOU! why did i have to develop a sense of concern, attachment. brotherly love, kuyaly love..whatever..
I HATE YOU! for making me stay up at night, wondering hell, where have you been..
I HATE YOU! for making me drink too much, just so i could watch you..when i should have been sleeping..
I HATE YOU! that night, when i called, waited at the game room, knocked at your day, slept at your door, heard you crying and freaking CARED!
I HATE YOU! i acted like a fool, and you played along with it...I CARE TOO MUCH, fuck...
I HATE YOU! for caring so much, its not uncalled for...im nobody, just a friend.
I HATE YOU! for the being one of the reasons for my long hot sad showers
I HATE YOU! you werent even deserving...
I HATE YOU! but as a close friend you are
I HATE YOU! for causing chaos within, confusion, uncertaintity..
I HATE YOU! coz you play with fire and i was never there..you never needed me
I HATE YOU! when thinking you think you can handle it, but fuck why am i the collateral damage.
I HATE YOU! when you cried when i askd if you love HIM.
I HATE YOU! that you werent sure..
I HATE YOU! that you love...for the wrong the reasons.
I HATE YOU! you made me bother, for making me a part of this, a part of you..
I HATE YOU! when you'r gone away,happy most probably, dwelling in the excitedness of adventure and love. and never cared how i felt, worried...
I HATE YOU! for making me feel this way..
I HATE YOU! for allowing it so...
I HATE YOU! coz you thought i didnt LOVE YOU..............
and that i CARED so much.....
losing my grip. [10:46 AM]
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