6/07/2005
.:. Dream journals .:.
it occured to me...now wouldnt that be cool.
Here's a recurring dream..thats well bothering. it has a lil of my interpretations in it...comments will be delightful.
falling....into black space.
sigh......
leaving you has shattered my heart into a million peices...so small that the pieces can pass through the eye of a needle.
Shame on Me if i can love another...
oh how i wish i had the patience to hold on but no. i fled off chasing the wind, the meaning of true love. I care not of how you felt. my eyes have grown dim on anything else but that distant light - my hope too fill the void created by love's lacking.
and with the wind i fled..chasing that ever glowing light. leaving you in despair.
and where has it taken me? where has the light lead me? bracing myself against the cold air that gushes against my heart as i fled..i follow....i follow...
it has taken me far and high........far from my thoughts of you, high in the heavens with momentarily bliss among angelic hosts. It has lead me to traverse wide across the seas and tread distant shores.
Alas...i wish i held on.
For it ends......here atop a ravine of gloom, the wind dies...a pit of gloom, does the light shine feverishly. And you...you lay there at the bottom. dead.
dead by own acts of selfishness. you lay there where the wind has taken me. You lay there upon the light...true love.
and i fall...
losing my grip. [9:05 AM]
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