8/20/2005
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You are lifes clandestine. I know I have seen you before in my dreams. A gut feeling that Ive seen you yet veiled upon waking to reality and desperately trying to remember the meaning of beauty in your eyes. Ive seen you in unexpected seconds of life. Ive seen glimpses of you in a smile, or in the warmth of an embrace or in a bliss of a kiss. Ive seen you in the momentary euphoria of love. Ive seen you in the serene scene of dawn, in the clouds that seem to form your face and in the grace of sparrows in flight. Ive seen you in parts and traits of other people yet none can compare to you. I know of your light that radiates from the clouds of obscurity of having not known you. Yes, you are nameless but deep inside I know I called you Mine. You are typical, you are ideal, you are perfection. You are my treasure whom I seek and the whole universe conspires in helping me find you. Guided by the One supreme, I wait in the assurance of the existence of your love. See the wind that brings me the sweet scent of your perfume and the birds that sing of your voice. Hear the sun, bellowing with its heat of your warmth and the tranquil seas that brings tidings of your glamour. See the rain that tells me of your sadness, the sky that reflects your mood, see that shooting star rejoicing in your success.I cry not of despair, for it is written that we shall cross times boundaries and meet. I look forward to that day when I shall be complete.
losing my grip. [5:21 PM]
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.:. aint this keyboard lovely? .:.
oh glee oh bliss oh rain oh lovely day....
woot...dont i just love this keyboard. oh well.
im starting to make mc donalds at the university gate my official tambayan. from seeing crushes from the second floor to laughing out loud with marge and making new friends with ate glo'c contacts....oh glee oh bliss oh rain oh better day. and mc flurry.....
tip: a way to my heart is mc flurry with cappucino and m&m's. and if your looking for me on my free sked: try mcdo else if im not there try barracks internet cafe (i.c) or insight i.c.
oh glee oh bliss, its 5 days to my bday and i still hvnt plans for any kind of celebration. i wanted to sponser a felloship or something with NAVS but..hmm...i suddenly lost my excitement to conduct such an activity. administrative reasons.argh. but oh glee oh bliss, il think of something to make it MY DAY. y hear? MY DAY!!!! anyways, i speed read "The Alchemist" the second time around last friday. hehehe....and it never failed to get me thinking about stuff. and what better way to splurge thoughts and emotions then over mc flurry with baby hazel.
actually i "borrowed" (tagalog translation: INARBOR) the book from her which she was almost thru with. hehehehe...nevertheless we did engage in a delightful discussion over several concepts, symbology and looking at the book in a perspective other than worldly. lol. so topics: love, christianity, JC, bible studies, how to lead one, the em powerment of the Holy Spirit.hahahaha....trust me it was light in a manner that we talked about it in relationship to the book. astig dba? well, moreover, the book lead me to write this article which discuss the soveriegnity of God over love and destiny in which guided by him "the whole universe conspires" to grant us TRUE LOVE. tralalala...oh glee oh bliss...i love this keyboard.
losing my grip. [4:42 PM]
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8/16/2005
.:. Updates .:.
i suck. totally. im losing my slef respect and being a bum and uberly lazy at school. countless absences, missed quizzes, mediocre exam results, 1 failed exam, a overdue manuscript draft and this disposition that i cannot simply understand. lack of inspiration would be the best excuse. haay.
the only good news is i got to read HP6 a week after it started selling in the phils and glee and evil at being a spoiler to tons and tons of HP fans. haay...
and i got a 97 percentile in the Natl Meds Ad Test (NMAT) SIMULATION by Brains. sheesh.hehehehe. yabang. oh well. i need to improve in these areas (with respective percentiles): perceptual acuity (7), verbal (85), chemistry (88), sociology (77)_ and physics (89). I got 99 in bio and inductive reasoning and a 98 in quantitative ability.hehehe.
oh well, we'll leave that for the review center to work.
what i really need to get working on is my manuscript of my thesis. i mean everything is just there. i simply need to have the mood to start writing for a aug 15 deadline. (i know its already the 16th...lol....) haaay... and i simply lack the mood for studying as well..
haay ewan ko ba.
losing my grip. [10:01 AM]
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.:. ghost .:.
i slowly weather away to nothingness. to exist in meaningless. to find meaning in nonexistence. i walk in a blur of time, unseen, unfelt... i slowly fade into the rushing crowd. without goodbyes, noone has to notice. She'll simply forget. a long forgotten stain in the near white canvas of her life. i slowly drown myself..there'll be no reason for hapiness now. im dead in life, a spirit trapped in the physical world bound by lungs that still breath and a cold heart that stubbornly beats. i slowly dissolve in space. with a hope that faintly echoes "i love you, i love you...still."
losing my grip. [9:38 AM]
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